What does it mean that I want to be hurt? Desperately
mangled, broken and consumed. Ravaged, pillaged, every bone broken…raped. I
want the life in be to be sucked out and to be left hollowed and aching.
I want you to physically hurt me the way
you emotionally destroyed me. Outside to match the insides.
I want it to be you who shoves your cock in
me, with only my cries of approving-disapproval. Grip my hair, call me a
useless whore until I believe you. Abuse every hole and the holes you’ve left
in my mind. Hurt me.